Deep in My Heart.

Deep in my heart,

there lies a scar clearly marked

the mark a reminder

of a cluster of memories; abattoir,

of things I wished wouldn't be,

but yes they are, they define me.

The scar, a cruel maze

In it I’m abandoned, I’m in a daze,

I’m running fast; faster,

Away from a darkness that just keeps getting darker,

“I’m trapped” but I can’t shout, can’t cry!

Its like a marsh I’m stuck in no matter how hard I try.

I’m hurt, the pain is unbearable,

But it can only be felt; indescribable

Even in the brightness the shadow follows me,

Now it’s only in my eyes the hurt you can see.

Quiescent weather, despair falls upon,

But the fairy of hope lives, for not it is my only dawn,

That’ll come I know; rebirth; I shall again be born,

But till then I walk, with faith my sago on and on…..!

I am sharing with you a poem I had written a year back, during the tough times. And believe me the faith kept me strong and sturdy. It surely did its magic!
And I am sure it will for you as well, whenever the need be.