Everyone has a something to say.
Everyone.
But what about me?
Why do I feel so lost and so hollow?
Have I not got anything to say or am I too scared to show or am I just living a life of pretence.
I like the concept- vivid colours.
I’d say if my life were a painting I would like to paint it with ‘em
But now I no longer know what that means.
What makes me- I know not. Is it you?
Is it the earth or the stars or the wind ?
Or is it the feeling- pain and hurt behind the smiles- sad eyes with a slight dusty sparkle of hope.
I know not any longer. But I wonder. Everyday- every second.
I am always on a lookout though I may show I know. But I don’t. Not that I am afraid to show how vulnerable I am.
But yes I’m careful - I want to be.
My vulnerabilities are mine. I hold them too close to share. What if you just toss it around?
I don’t care if you mock at them. Or maybe I do. But too many times now. I should have learnt my lesson.
But I have the heart and soul of a dreamer. I love my vulnerabilities and in my world- the one where I reside everyday after having lived in the chaos- if one day I see you there- maybe that’s when I will show you who I really am.
- dedicated to one inspiring evening in New York.
Very honest writing, it shows you are a strong person, you will not flow with the fake and superficial world and lose yourself somewhere. You are Vasudha Rajain! You will try to create your dream world. Your inner turbulence is telling you something -understand it, you have the power. Work hard to understand the truth behind everything. Make your own understanding. Believe in Yourself . Try to get closer to the truth and make it the base of your imagination. The whole new world will welcome you. Then comes the power of creation ,skills ,ability and that gives you alot of satisfaction and your own space which gives you Happiness and Bliss. Don’t worry you are on the right path. Be strong,confident and your inner light will make you the person you want to be. have a great life ahead.
ReplyDeleteThank you mom :)
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